3/25/2009

she has embodied become an angel

This microbus nearly to full by passengers and only remains few seats which to be coerced to catch the people.

I come in to find the seat while I ask"excuse me Sirs..., excuse me Madams..., excuse me...,"at the same time I go to the seat which already chauffeur prepared to occupied by me, and I have no choice without disturb another people.

I swivel my body from right to the left while seeing to the people around me until one moment, I am surprised, I am quieted, and I am stiffened, my eyes open up widely no blinks, a moment; just in a moment.

I feel my mind loose.

I don't know how long it is.

In a moment

Moreover, in another moment my mind say ( what is she..., what is not she..., what is she..., what is not she...,) until she throws her smiles..., then my consciousness come in..., she identifies.

And I still am confusing.

What is she..., what is not she..., what is she..., what is not she...

And then,

I say to her"I am not recognize".

Etcetera, she smile again... and two of her eyes glitteriest.


She is with her hair, which to be loose on both her shoulders...

I am surprised

Her beauty

I exchange my notice to the five thousand rupiahs curency that I kept since last, as a cost of my travel.
I fold multiply that curency to interesting other passengers so that preparing cost for this travel.

While,

I feel inner of my chest have something urges with high pressures, and I feel too as if something has been pulling my head, it has bee pulling too black eyeball of my eyes.
It goes to her aim
I stare her
I exchange
And then I stare her again

Being intermittently spaced of a moment

I stare her again, that she is sleeping now

I ex change

And then I stare her again
until to her details
Her facial features

It has sheer mole at left side of her chin

Its fineness
It's in her sleeping soundly
It sheltered with graceful of power feminin woman which covered by sheer of shine brown color.

(Oh my God, could I exchange of seeing You when You show Your beauty, even though from back side of screen that You had devised with true love for everything..., You are having an all knowing attitude, You are flawless).

Traveling to come near intent

It pause in a moment, several passengers are going down impatiently
Several passengers again stretch of they body.



Its seat empty aside left her, I move to sit there!



Crafty, as I hear that voice arrive from inner my body

I still be quiete

my mind whirl to get some reasons to answer that utterance



And strech of her body that's beside right me make realize from my self fantasy



She smiles again, while tidy up her brown hair, and then sleeps again.





She was in the past, that I knew her with long hair style, has embodied become an angel







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